I haven’t been able to write much the last week and a half, so today I’m going to let y’all in on my life currently.
I have been all over the place, things are just super crazy right now. I’m embracing the craziness. I had some health issues come up, causing me to work off and on as I feel like it.
I have done a lot of praying and realized I need to work on my relationship with God a little more. I’m having a hard time handing all my problems over to him, I’m a Fixer so this is really hard for me, but I’m working on it.
I have found that I really don’t have as many true friends as I thought I did. I have my husband, my boys, and my family. That’s really all I need, but it’s still nice to have someone outside your family to talk to. I don’t really have that one friend I can rely on. I’m that friend for so many people, but I don’t have a friend like that for myself. I’m having a hard time dealing with this. I always put all I have into all my friendships, so when my husband pointed out one of my “friends” was basically using me and stringing me along, I was shocked, how did I not realize that? Luckily, I have my husband watching out for me.
I have still felt a little lonely, but I am working on spending more time with all my family, and enjoying life with them. By doing this I have felt so much better!
All of this together has left me in a funk. I just haven’t been myself the last week or so. I am working on myself and handing my problems over to God. I already feel much better today by doing this!
If you find yourself in a funk, how do you get through it? Leave your answer in the comments.